Count Down

2 Days until Christmas and I just want it to go away. I am excited for my kids, but the count done is coming closer. Sniper will be home the day after Christmas and will be leaving around the 4th of January. I am excited to see him, but I won't be able to see him very much. He needs to spend time with his family (parents, sister and son here) and a few days out of town to see his other two sons (in another state). His leave has been cut short and he's coming home earlier then expected. I have to work all next week and I can't take anytime off until the 1st of January. I have the following week off. My emotions are running away from me. Excitement to see him, lonely with him leaving. I just want to crawl under a rock and make it all go away. I'm having my own pity party.... dyzgone