My New Years

Sorry I haven't written in awhile Sniper is home and my blog is the last thing I have been concerned with. New Year's Eve Sniper and I spent it at his sister's house with his family. This was the first year in a long time I wasn't home with the kids and sound asleep by 2300. We definitely partied the night away. We all had lots of drinks. I was going to be good and not drink much. I didn't want to make an ass out of myself with his family around. His dad talked me into a shot of tequila (Do you know the song "tequila makes her clothes fall off?" That is me) I took it. I started mixing drinks. Not good. We watched the ball drop and Sniper gave me my first kiss of the New Year. God I love that man. Sniper took off to pick up his son and I kept on drinking with his brother-in-law and dad. Kept right on with the tequila shots. Finally I just started taking drinks from the bottle. Not good. Once Sniper got back, we all went back in the house and I grabbed the tequila bottle again and kept drinking right from it. A few minutes later, I didn't feel so well. I walked to the bathroom on a mission. Yuck. Came out and fell against a wall. Uh oh.....I walked to the bathroom again (thank god it was only a few steps away). I fell against the wall in the bathroom and the last thing I remember is getting sick in the bathroom. I passed out, door locked on the floor. Somehow, someway Sniper convinced me to unlock the door. Him and his dad left me there. I woke up to a hell of a nightmare about Sniper. I couldn't stop crying. They walked me to the car and buckled me in. I was still bawling. When we got back to his parent's house his dad held onto me in the car. Do you feel like we you made an ass out of yourself.... Nope...I know we all do this. He told me Sniper will be okay. He just knew what I was thinking. I didn't have to tell him anything. So here it is New Year's and I can't get this damn deployment out of my head. The nightmares keep coming. Way to vivid. Good thing is I got to sleep and hold onto to Sniper all night. Well, all morning. Got up at about 1100. No hang over. Thank God I got sick because it would have been bad. We all went out to brunch and my wonderful passing out on the bathroom was the topic of the day. It seems it was my turn to be the "Ass" for the evening. Yeah that's good. I hope you all had a wonderful New Year's! dyzgoneby