Still Here

Don't worry I'm still here. Life has just been very hectic and chaotic. The new job is keeping me extremely busy. I love it. The days fly by. Starting this weekend I will be hitting the books (studying for my Series 7 License) on my freetime. And that my folks is truly funny. I have gotten myself into a cluster fuck on piling to much on my plate. Sniper warned me, but I didn't listen. One of these days I may actually do that. When someone asks me if I want to voluntary next time, I will hands down say no. I have talked to Sniper again this morning. I say again, because last week he called me five times. Every call suprises me. It's never near the same time or day as the last. We only talked this morning for about 15 minutes. He is doing good, but needs sleep. He is staying super busy and hasn't had a day off yet or even a few hours, other than when he is supposed to be sleeping. That's when he calls me. He asked about his mom and Bubba. He misses them both so much. He also asked if I had been over there recently. Unfortunately, I haven't, life has been to hectic, but I plan on stopping by this weekend. (If one of you are reading this, I will be by on Sunday). I heard him taking those long, deep breaths you get right before you are out like a light. He was very close to falling asleep on the phone with me. I didn't want to hang up, but I told him to get some sleep and we'll talk again soon. Tomorrow is Lego Man's 12th Birthday. It will be another long day. I am planning on taking the kids out to dinner, Lego Man's choice. I will take him anywhere other than Mc D's (I refuse to eat that shit unless I am desperate). His Birthday present this last weekend from my parent's....another fuckin hamster (Drama Queen got one for her birthday, thanks guys). We now have two in the house. Do you know how noisy they are at night? I know they're nocturnal, but damn some of us need our sleep. As I am typing this I hear both of them (separate cages and rooms) running in there wheels over and over and over again. If it wasn't so mean I would tape the wheels down at night. Then again I may just do that. I need some sleep, I can't keep falling asleep at work. I have done that three times now. dyzgoneby 374 days (give or take a few) until Sniper is in my arms again