Right Here Is Where I Belong

First things first, I started here on this blog and this is the one I have decided to keep up and running. For the last few weeks I have been living under "Living My Dream In The USA," but here is where I belong. I started writing on this blog when Sniper or D, which ever I choose to use, and I found out he was leaving to return to the sandbox. This has been my rants, raves, whines, bitches, moans and all the positives in my life and in our life. I have simply expressed my point of view on the take from this side of the pond. This has been my outlet and my feelings alone. I started this anonymously and had hoped to stay that way. Simply I am not a anonymous person anymore. Will that change how I write? I hope not. I am going to try and not hold anything back on here. So for those of you that know me, please forgive me if I say something you don't like. Also, if you see it here before you heard from him, I am sorry. But this is my place to vent and I enjoy sharing it with the wonderfully inspirational people I have met via this blog. A few weeks ago, I decided I needed to change because of one person. I am not going to get into it now and you won't hear about it again, but I didn't want to play a game. I am not going to change. I am who I am. I have simply chosen not to play the game and continue on my life as how I live it. I know she has found the other one, so instead of playing "Cat and Mouse" or "Hide and Seak" I am going to relent and just stay here. Sniper and I discussed it the other day and he really didn't want me to take this one down. He truly enjoys all the support we get from here. He also knows how much I like to write about what goes on in my world and his, through my eyes. He expressed to me and knows how much this one means to me. He told me, "You are Dyz and that is who you are." The title and quote really does sum up who I am. Well sweetheart, you have your wish. I am home and staying right here. I can't wait to tell him. To Heather: I am staying here. I am sorry things have worked out the way they did. I also am sorry I said some not so nice things about you. You see, I was angry. We both now how that feels at times and say things that we regret later. I don't know you and you don't know me. Let's just put it behind us. I sincerely meant what I said, when I told you I would like for us to be able to put the past behind us and move on. With one day all of us sitting around having a good conversation, no facades. We both have one thing in common, we both want Sniper to come home to his family. I will take the rest of this off here and send you a email. I hope you choose to respond. To Everyone Else: I am sorry I have taken you on this ride with me. I said it was going to be a Helluva Rollercoaster Ride while he is gone and it has been. Thanks for putting up with all my Bullshit. *I am also in the process of moving over the posts from the other blog. Dyzgoneby I am Right Here Where I Belong, Home