More on the wedding.....

I was searching on the internet last night for invitations. I didn't realize how many options and designs are out there. Then you have to start thinking of the wording. Wow....a little overwhelmed, but hey that is where I am supposed to be. I found some I like and can't wait to share them with Sniper this weekend. Yep he will be home for the weekend....YEAH!!!! As I was searching, something else popped up in my head that I started to think about.....the wedding night and what to wear. Don't worry I am not going to give you any specifics. Sniper reads this and I can't let him in on anything. As I was looking at all that is out there, my mind started to wander on what is transpiring in a few months. I started crying tears of happiness. I don't know how to express or articulate how I am feeling inside. It is hard to describe or even put into words. Every time I think about him or am around him, I get butterflies in the bottom of my stomach and a warm feeling comes over me. I feel the love we have for each other, with a tingling sensation from my toes all the way to the top of my head. A smile comes across my face. It is sinking in, this is really happening and I haven't been dreaming the last year and a half. I am marrying the man of my dreams. I have dreamed about this for the last 16 years and until last year, I thought it would always be just that a dream. Now that dream is finally coming true. I know we have talked about it since we reunited and discuss it all the time. But, as we start to plan and put together everything for the wedding reality has really sunken in. It really is a fairy-tale come true. It's been a long road traveled and a lot of hard work to get where we are today, but we are here, together. The next 5 plus months aren't going to come quick enough. I want to wake-up and it be April 21st. What is the chance of that happening? That's what I thought. I have to have patient (we all know that is not one of my strong qualities) and take one day at a time and enjoy this process together. He really has been a doll (did I just call him that). He has been trying to take all the stress of the wedding away from me (I really don't stress as much as I he thinks I do.....maybe I do). This week he has taken care of so much and we have paid for it all. He has made so many decisions and just taken care of it. With the nature and man he is, he has even made a timeline of what will happen when and at what time. Who is doing what and going where. Even the night before and day of, what and where I will be doing or should I say what I won't be doing. You know, helping. It's not in my vocabulary with him. He won't have it. He wants me to sit back and relax. It's a little hard, because I don't want him to stress out (we know he will anyways). At the rate he is going, the wedding should be dialed in in the next few weeks. Then we can sit back and count the minutes until the big day. Dyzgoneby Counting down the days, hours and minutes.......